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I spend my free time volunteering and engaging with organizations which I feel are directly in step with my personal beliefs, organizations that I believe will take steps to enact change in appropriate ways—immediately or over time. There is a feeling of reward in my heart as I do the volunteer work that I do…but often times I have a feeling like I can do more—I should do more, but how.
Quit my job? Well, sure I could quit my job but then I couldn’t afford to do some of the volunteer work with which I engage—and not mention I really couldn’t afford to live since I still have tons of educational loans to pay off…you know the education I had to go into debt to get because I wanted to better myself, set an example for my younger family members and be in a place in life where I believed I could have a greater impact on issues—crazy cycle right? But I love what I do.
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Be more. Do more.
Do more of what makes you happy.
Do more great work.
